“So what this is basically saying is, ‘God made humans perfect, but somehow every one of ‘em is screwed up.’ The evidence is not in God’s favor here.”
— Kyle Simpson, on Ecclesiastes 7:29
Getting home has seldom been harder. I was finally able to convince my dad to let me come and spend Christmas—and New Years’, and, well, maybe a few weeks thereafter—with him in League City. But the day after I bought my plane ticket (on Monday) I belatedly remembered that I don’t have any identification. Both my Texas state ID and my passport were stolen in midsummer. So I tried buying a train ticket instead. Turns out, you can’t ride an AmTrak train without a state-approved ID. So it was either take the bus, or catch a ride with Nicholas, who has no rational justification for visiting Texas except that he really loves driving, but he insisted on taking me, so I’m considering my options. If we left, we would leave on Saturday.
When I found out that Booth wasn’t flying in until January 10th, I extended my stay by about eight days. I’ll probably spend the entire last leg of it with him and the Pauleys—this is assuming that some final mad act of God doesn’t put Nicholas in the hospital just before we’re getting ready to leave. I feel like I’ve grown enough in the last year that it shouldn’t be horribly awkward, and might actually be really uplifting. Now I have a bad case of nostalgia for the things that always made Christmas special in Texas—movie nights and game nights and gumbo and arguments about politics and trips to the bookstore and hanging out listening to music and relentless but good-natured teasing. I’ve gotten to the end of this year and I’ve realized, people aren’t all that bad. I don’t know where I’d be without them. Even the people I’m not allowed to talk to. It hurts, but I enjoy them. I like them.
I guess a huge part of growing up has been letting go of that fundamentalist mindset. I was always a fundamentalist at heart, and that’s one of the things that made trying to reason with me such an arduous task. Yesterday’s “Left Behind” post on Slacktivist made an excellent point about the blasphemy of Tim LaHaye and Jerry Jenkins’ anti-human worldview: Continue reading